My world.

Morning compassion pushed me to my knees as gratitude sheepishly clasped my hands. I leaned over the bed that took me nearly four months of couch cuddling to earn. It was made, my bed, and this time with intent. I had hoped whomever I was cynically, yet humbly, addressing would take note. Look, Sandra! Your granddaughter - she's trying again! Oh, Grandma - …

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Awaken, my love.

DUDE. WHAT A DAY :'D I just had to post this. I was creeping on myself earlier trying to find pictures of me from around 2009 for that 10-year comparison photo everyone is doin'. My myspace and shiz is all gone so I searched my old handle I used to use catttbabayyy lol and!! the …

Chocolate eyes.

You have been so many things to me in this life. Evil, annoying, protective, loving, funny, wise, careless, caring, and hurtful. Maybe more, though certainly all of those. Although I cannot say I have always looked up to you, because surely there have been times where I've wondered how we're even from the same planet, …

Aww jeez.

Haven't been feeling well. Everyone thinks I have pneumonia. I doubt I do, probably just my shitty winter lungs needing some breathing treatment. Been so dizzy and lightheaded though, consistently, and just feel funny. Pain in different spots, not in agony or anything like that, but just not how I normally feel. I've just been …

Rar.

If only this incessant, rapid beating within my chest could finally put for you to rest years' worth of unrelenting stress forced upon you like I imagine you forcing things into me. Maybe then you'd get release and maybe then I'd break apart from the unpleasantries that make up the reality of these days without …

Past times.

I found myself going through my random laptop pictures this morning. This one stuck out to me in particular. I remember this moment like it was yesterday. Yuriy and I were at our beloved Colt State Park. We had walked around, had a picnic, played frisbee, did some more walking and then wound up together …